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What will happen in this life?

The never ending quest to understand, maintain and live. A transcription of moments shared for the curious.

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Perfection is not necessary; there is no arriving, only going. There is no need to judge where you are in your journey. It is enough that you are traveling.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

ahhh a little time to relax and think

So, after being in the the Canary Islands for the past weekend. I now can say that I have some time to rest (two weeks) before my time is finished in Valladolid. I have to finish up a lil homework, take a few tests and write a paper about the industrialization of spain during the Franco regime (in spanish, yikes). After Spain I will be traveling throughout Europe with Kendra. We will be hitting up France, Belgium, Holland, southern Germany, Czech, Austria, Northern Italy, and Switzerland....then back to Paris where I fly to Amsterdam and then home to MLPS on Jan 13th. !! So who's planning my welcome party??? eh eh anyone? jk

So I'm still in the phase of letting all my experiences settle, but I can start to put a few things together. I titled this blog "what will happen today?" "the blog of a man traveling to learn more about himself, others and what it means to live"...well... thats alot to take in but here we go. I am proud to say that each day I didn't know what would happen (of course anyone can say that because in reality we never know whats going to happen, but thats not the point) and with each day I learned more than I thought even though it didn't seem like it. I'm referring to my spanish, my conversation with spaniards, and my knowledge of spain and europe in general. Looking back, I am shocked at the amount of traveling I have done. I can't explain the feeling of being so close to so many cultures and the ability to fly cheaply anywhere and two hours later be in a different "world" ....I have come to appreciate the amount of work it must take to run and control, oh lets say the united states which is about the same size if not bigger than europe. I have come to appreciate the idea of being "American" that we have in the United States...anywhere you travel in the states we can share many of the same feelings and ideas, but in Europe in the time it takes to fly from MLPS to NYC you are in a different country with different ideas and values and culture...they are all "European" but the togetherness and community isn't there. Does that make sense? I doubt some one would make a European version of that horrible song "Proud to be an American".
But I want to make it clear that I am not saying I appreciate nationalism, this is a very very dangerous line that I do not want to cross....from studying the nationalism in spain...which led to fascism and hearing and seeing the nationalism that still exsists in spain and italy and german and probably every country, including the US, I want to avoid going there and urge others to be aware of it and take notice. In a global world, nationalism prevents an understanding of those around us, it breeds false ideology, it leads us to say "who belongs and who doesn't", it pushes religion on everyone, it causes discrimination based upon languages, it leads people to be un-rational and make decisions based on emotion and the heat of the moment...it gives us the patriot act...homeland security...it gives us the war on terrorism, WMDs, the evil doers, racism, xenophobia, violation of human rights, an un just and un necessary war, rhetoric about democracy (aka the idea that the US is the only country with democracy and that we are doing the world a favor by sharing it with everyone.....many countries have great democracies), nationalism protects and closes our boarders, from who? terrorists? no mostly people who want to work and who are willing to take those lowly jobs no one wants.
In times of tension and hardship beware of those to rally us with nationalism....read some history, read about WWI and WWII....."you're either with us or against us" right?? who belongs on the good guys team?? serve your country, protect us from the evil doers, pledge your allegiance to your country.....

yes this is what you think it is....how to pledge allegiance to America in our past...remind you of something else?

NOW, I want to also note I am using the US as an example because it is what I know best, many of the characteristics above are similar for any country, for any religious sect or group of fundamentalists. Is it not safe to assume that many of the conflicts in the world today are due to a lack of understanding of each other? due to a belief that I am right and they are wrong? due to the idea that my way is the best way? due to being too proud....too protective...too stubborn...TOO nationalistic?

I want to continue with more ideas and things that I have learned or thought about while here...but I will stop here for digestion and reflection. This is one of the many things that I hope to comment about with regard to my experience abroad.

I hope all are well and I look forward to being home with all of you.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

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Friday, November 04, 2005

What changes?

Over time what changes? Does the wind change the land?
Does our feet change the stone beneath it?
Is it possible that the mind changes the physcial world we see?
Take a walk with me to a destination unknown
We walk over leaf covered streets
The sound of crushed dead leaves is still heard over the noise of the city
We walk over sea coast with objects not wanted by the deep blue
We are not wanted by the sea

Over time what changes? Does our voice vibrate buildings around us?
Does the glare of our eyes steal beauty?
Walk down a street of choice
Do you smell the difference between this place and that?
Touch the bricks made by man
Are the bricks in my country different than another?
Look at the birds in the air
Would a bird in my county still function in another?
Notice the clouds
Do they spread shade and spill rain only on certain places?

We live in a world that never stops
Every person's heart never stops
We all breath air that was once inhaled by another
People walk and talk about similar ideas
We all laugh
Yet cities stay the same
They live with the world
Buildings fall, New ones rise
Yet like the wind, rain and darkness
People pass through the life of a city
Do cities really change?
Is it the people?
Or does our mind change the world we live in?
If so, turn my mind off
let me live with the world, not in it

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

WOW, It´s been a long time

So, since my last blog...much has happened. First off I want to apologize for not updating enough....traveling every week, school, homework, and planning the next weekend trip take much time. Also, I thought sending the pictures out with the captions would be a quicker fix for those of you wanting to know what is going on.

Where do I start?? Well, I´m growing my hair out and a beard!! yeah this should be funny when I get home. The cool thing here is a mullet....so I´m going for the mullet with handle bar mustache when I get home. Should be great.

My family came for a two week vacation...we had a blast going all over spain but I ended up very tired. I still haven´t caught up on sleep or homework.

Berlin was a crazy experience...it was the first time going to a city damaged by a world war....this past weekend we went tarifa...which is the fartherest point south in spain...watched wind surfers. and baked in the sun while looking at africa across the straights of gibralter.....then we went to Tanger, Morocco. Very cool but very different.

All in all, I haven´t been writing much in my blog due to still soaking all this up for myself. I haven´t had time to look back at how this all is affecting me. I´m so busy and when I look back all my trips are a blur of culture, language, people, sights, smells and feelings. I´m going to continue sending pics to people and if you are not receiving them let me know mmjoe12@yahoo.com

or check my photo album site http://photos.yahoo.com/mmjoe12

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